What Itz Come 2

Ive become swallowed up in the sound of you screaming
All I\'m wishing for is one silent night and some deep dreaming
Demons in my mind killing me with no warning
One minute I\'m here next I\'m gone again
In the hellish memory of a life time spent

Mentally tortured pain never ending
Feelings I once had I\'m hemorrhaging
Losing to fast to regain self control
I\'m being swallowed up in to another black hole
I feel so imaginary every walks past paying no attention to me

don\'t think I don\'t cry I\'m so unaware of the world around me
I\'m like a Lost child but no one ever found me
I feel so empty no feeling of hope to hold on to
don\'t know if gonna pull through

My vital signs are looking weak
I\'m using my last breath to write this poem and speak
Cos in my mind I feel like I\'m terminally sick
For all I know these cud be the last words that Ive write

Hooked up to a drip to keep my fluids stable
But feel so unstable like a three legged table
I once made a prophecy that I would leave my legacy
To my family in forms like this as poetry

If I wasn\'t for you I don\'t know where I would be
Probably in a coma or dead and buried
But I have no hero to rescue me or divine savior
I would never commit suicide or euthanasia

Like wrists and razor blood and ink to paper
Hours later water turned to vapor
Like my memories they fade away
Leaving me confused my mind all hazed

Living life in a daze existence with no praise
Would make any sane person reach for a razor blade
thats not rain thats the tears of a million lost souls

Killed for no reason innocent at time of death with no cause
And soon enough I will cry with them and the rain shall fall red like blood
And all shall be washed away in the flood

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