Now That You're Gone

*Since My grandma passed away..I regret so many things..If I would have know it was going to happen in the blink of an eye..I would have done SOO much differently..But always make sure you tell everyone you love them if u truly do because you never know when they'll disappear*

Now that you're gone
There are many things I regret
Not coming to see you
Was one of my biggest mistakes yet
Now that you're gone
I think of how I had treated you
And now I look back
It was the worse thing to do
Now that you're gone
I cry a million tears
Because losing you was a thing
I thought that couldn't happen for many years
Now that you're gone
I wish I could tell you I love you
For everything you have done for me
It is the least I could do
Now that you're gone
I wonder if you knew
That I didn't mean anything by how I acted
And when I said I love you, it was true
Now that you're gone
I can't stop myself from crying
Without your company here at home
Deep down I feel as if I am dying
Now that you're gone
I sit here and wait
To be taken away from here
Being without you is something I hate
Now that you're gone
Suicide has often crossed my mind
What else is there for me to do
Happiness is now something I'll never find