When i was little
I was happy and thought i would never see the day
When i came face to face with death
And coping with life this way
When i was young
My daddy left me
But now that I'm older i am now lost
i realize why he left, finally i see
After that day of destruction
The family secret was told
Its the same she has to deal with now
I realize now I'm old
When i go to see him now
He creates so much pain
He was asked that he should want to see me
He didn't answer, so i began to dig my grave
When we are together
He respects and praises my work
But when we are spread around with others
The insults strongly hurt
I never seem enough for him
I never made him proud
Maybe he might realize how much his words hurt
When I'm up there in the clouds
He might be joking with me
And he might not mean wot he says
But what he says, i feel I'm not good enough
No matter how strong the silent praise
We have always been rocky
But that one night showed he cared
But when i was little i realized i didn't know him
And that made me very scared
As i grew and got older
It suddenly hit me like the wind
That his leaving caused me pain
And that i will never be good enough for him
So now I'm grown and i realize that its my own fault
I'm dealing now with him leaving me
I begin to think that it's my own doing
As now this blade scrapes and i bleed
