Everything. . .

Everything. . .

I’m lying here
Alone tonight
Nothings wrong
Nothing’s right.

I can never sleep
I don’t know why
I just want to dream
Never ever cry.

I know I sound pathetic
Just talking about me
When there are others out there
I will never see.

Ai I write this
The tears fall
Friends I’m losing
They were my all.

This has a meaning
I do not get
All I can think of
Is all those regrets.

Remember new years
I had my chance
I should have stayed
We could have danced.

That night ended quickly
I miss it so
I wish I could relive it
Make it better, oh!

My best friend’s calling
For me to lie again
To keep her out of trouble
To keep me insane.

Lying here still
Thinking about the past
Will I carry on?
Will I last?