Another day?/

Another day

today was the best day
i cant believe my eyes
i didn't think of being lonely
so of course i did not cry.

i hope that tomorrow
will be just like today
i wont have to be sad
just happy in every way

Please God make this happen
I think that this I deserve
I smiled for the first time
I finally had the nerve.

People look in my face
Stare into my eyes
They haven't the slightest clue
About all the tears I cry

how many laughs have i missed
how many friends have i lost
depression has an expensive price
how many smiles has it cost.

I am sick of living
Like I want to die every day
Whats there to cry about
I should be thankful in every way.

I am still living
Breathing and being free
I can try if I want to
And I can just be me.

People can accept me for who I am
And if they cant then oh well
I'm not going to let them
Make me fall back in my shell.

So I will smile when i need
Laugh like theres no other way
Be grateful for what i have
Because tomorrows another day.