With this knife

I let myself fall into a lie
I let my walls come down
I let myself smile and feel alive
I let my walls come down
no matter how hard i try, i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands so tight around my heart,
you squeezed it full of pain.

With this knife i'll cut out the part of me, the part that cares for you.
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me, the heart that has love for you!

I can't believe the way you took me down,
i never saw the pain,
coming in a million broken miles
like poison from my veins.

With this knife i'll cut out the part of me, the part that part that cares for you.
With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me, the heart that has love for you.

The hate and the fear,
the nightmares that wake
me up in tears.
The hate and the fear,
my cries that you
can not hear.