Reality

I wonder if I.m good enough,reality
I wonder if I'm strong enough,reality
I wonder if my hearts tough enough,reality
To take the pain,the pain of,reality.
reality goes in deep and it's hard to get out,the sights,the sounds,the words on the page.
The reality-That you loved another..
Loved her enough to call her by my name (angel)
Loved her enough to tell her you ain't going anywhere.
Loved her enough to tell her the words you NOW tell me-reality.
And I have no right,no right to cry and no right to lie-when you ask what's wrong.
I wasen't there,I shouldn't care,I have no right-to be hurt. It wasen't my turn----Reality.
DME 3/7/05