Missing meaning

Remembering times when life was worthwhile
Times when waking up wasn't such a chore.
Missing those mornings filled promise
Desperate for life to have meaning once more.

Walking around numb
Not feeling much for anything
Drifting from moment to moment
Waiting for life to begin

I pass through the world unable to leave a mark
No direction, purpose, ambition nor drive
Unable to love or be loved
Not able to cry thought tears fill me inside