Growing up is never easy. It's even harder when you don't have a father. He was almost a father more of a friend never a dad cause he didn't want to stay. He almost grew up, almost played a roll but then again who will ever know what went through his mind what made him want to leave was it that he didn't love mother or that he didn't love me?
As time passes you learn to deal with the fact that life is very real. He was almost my dad till he decided to leave do you think that some day maybe he'll love me? Needing my father to love and understand,wanting my father to hold my hand.Maybe as time passes he'll finally under stand that even though he's gone I'm still his biggest fan.But thats only in my dreams were my dad will stick around and then he'll realize I'm the one he's missing I'm the little girl crying for him out loud and if he really wanted to he could turn everything around.
