Never Ask Why...

I am full of mixed emotions,
I do not know what to feel.
I cannot tell if you have devotion,
I cannot even tell if this is real.

I lie and wonder,
For hours upon hours.
Knowing it is a spell I'm under,
You are keeping me with your powers.

Tears scare my face,
Every night before I sleep.
Our memories I want to erase,
There are none I want to keep.

You have crushed me once,
There is nothing that says you will not do it again.
I do not know what I could have done,
To make all we had end.

Our memories, our past.
Replay over and over in my head.
My love for you will always last,
Even if my heart will never mend.

You have moved on,
You see past me now.
It is weird knowing you are gone.
We ended and I still wonder how.

Every time I see you,
I fall all over again.
I wish I knew what to do,
To makes us more than just friends.

You always made me happy,
You filled my heart with love.
You made me feel so complete,
You were my angel sent from above.

They say if someone loves you,
They will never make you cry.
But even after all you put me through,
Why you did it, I will never ask why...