I know this one person
He’s always there for me
No matter the situation
Or what the circumstance mite be.
I’ve never trusted someone
So much in my entire life
And I know that he will never betray me
Not even in one of our many fights
We fight about such stupid things
Often as best friends do
But no matter what we do or say
We always manage to get through
I don’t know how he deals with me
I really wish I knew
Cuz I think if I were in his position
I would just get fed up n say screw you
He doesn’t even realize
How much he really means to me
It’s like as if my hearts a door
And he’s the only one with the key
Sometimes I get so down
I just wanna die
But all those bad thoughts go away
When I hear from this guy
Sometimes I wanna block him out
And save him from a lot of pain
But most of this I cant tell him
Cuz it’s just too hard to explain
That’s why I’m writing this poem
To try to get some feelings out
Cuz I would never want to lose you
You’re something I can’t live without
You’re someone that I can’t afford to lose
You’re friendship is something I know I abuse
I don’t realize sometimes what I do or say
Until I have time to think about it at the end of the day
I’ve never met someone I care about so much
And when it comes to the words you say I’ve never been so touched.
Every best friend I’ve had has gone away from me
Cuz I’m annoying or loud and I’m sure you would agree
But for some reason the best one hasn’t yet gone
Why have you like the others not withdrawn?
That’s why weird doubts always fill my mind…
Because I don’t get… why you don’t just leave me behind?
