The look i feel myself give,
is so uncontrollable,
i want to hold your hand so bad,
but i only think of her.
it may not even be real,
but what hurts is that you feel.
i see it now in the mirror everyday,
it's that pain that's starting to get its way.
the marks on my knuckles,
bruises on my fists,
it's all from this control less bliss.
the pain in my heart,
i can't hold it in,
I'm asking God to please make this love a sin.
i don't know why but i think of you more now.
when i see your favorite candy,
hear a favorite song,
i stumble,
even this makes me fall.
but there's one thing i do that hurts me most of all...
that one thing that i do, it is remembering me and you. that one thing that i do, is still go out of my way for you. that one thing that i do , is defend all that i need, that one thing that i do is desire to feel you breath.
