You hurt me more than that knife ever did

I'm screaming in my mind!
Why can't you just leave?
You've taken everything I have,
There's nothing else to find.

You've taken all the love I had.
You've broke my heart in two.
You've made my life a living hell.
And you don't even feel bad.

I stuck with you through it all.
The drugs, the drinks, the fights.
I even stayed right by your side
When you made me feel small.

I remember you hitting me,
That time we were on a date.
I know you said you were sorry,
But the pain just will not leave!

I remember bringing that knife to my arm.
When life got too hard.
And I remember all the things you said,
When you seen the harm I caused.

But you might have well had cut me
The day you left my side.
You caused a pain that will not go.
A pain no one can see.