You Were My Everything

I lye here in the lonely night
Wishing you were by my side

To keep me smiling to keep me warm
Just to be there to wake me at dawn

But your not & it's all my fault
I left you & I know I'm in the wrong

I broke your heart
But trust me boy
Because of it I'm completely falling apart

I've just thrown seventeen years down the drain
Over one crazy night with the tequila in Spain

I'm sorry babe I loved you so
But in my heart the right thing to do was to let you go

You were my world without you I can't see
I have no future if you have no love for me
& as I know you wont my futures at its end

This is it I had a good life
I want you to know
You were my everything as I was your wife

We shared our love we shared our pain
GOD I feel so ashamed

As of this moment my new life starts
As I stab an x in my heart

Please don't hurt Hun I loved you so
My last thoughts were of you
& how I should of never let you go