Laying on my bed looking up at the ceiling, trying to get through the blackend night, thoughts of you run through my mind your words cutting my like a knife.you say you love her and that your heart is true, but you also said that you loved me too! the tears burn my cheeks,like a dagger through my heart.the blade seems to ease my pain but only at the start Weeks go by no call no letter, wondering what happened could it have gone better? trying to realize what i did wrong, and trying to understand why I'm still holding on...after seeing you with her my eyes start to swell I look down and my scars have there story to tell there constant reminders of what we should have been if you would have only gone out on a whim. I see you and my makeup flakes and every tear that falls the more my heart breaks crying only at night seems like the best thing to do now that I must live my life without you.
**This poem I wrote as i was submitting it, I had so much more to say but I know that if its to lone you probably wouldn't read it...hope you enjoyed**
