Love/Hate

My heart is acking,
My soul is CRUSHED
My self worth is nothing
My words are HUSHED
Six months without you and I feel lost. I can't eat or sleep, I'm all mixed up and feel tost.
When I lost you, my world ended and I started new, but after all this time, I'm still in love with you.
Not able to trust, not able to love, I'm scared of it all.. I'm not even interested in being in lust.
You have taken my being away and my emotion to show love. I hate you but I love you at the same time.