Xox that womens not my mother xox

Yet another fight
another hand print on my face
why cant i just belong here?
i feel so out of place

yet another argument
more pain to bury and hide
why cant she see behind my mask
to the girl i am inside

yet another comment
on the way i think or feel
that womens not my mother
to say so would be too unreal

she knocks me to the floor
with her words of cruelness and of hate
she deliberately sets out to hurt me
for reasons i could not say

why doesn\'t she know shes killing my heart o why cant she just see? ....

see the girl i really am
the one i always hide
see the pain and emptiness
all bottled up inside
see thats she turning my heart to stone with every word she screams
why cant she see shes shattered all my dreams?

why cant i break this hold she has on me?I\'m so close to the surface but never am i free and even when shes dead and gone i know deep in my heart i never truly will be

please rate and comment it would mean so much to me xxxxx

~*~steph~*~