Suicidal Intentions...

Sitting in my room
crying on my bed
as suicidal thoughts
begin to fill my head

Looking at the wall
see its bright white color
reads the story of this girl
and how no one could love her

Rolls over on her side
and looks straight at the door
looks at the blood on the floor
that had fallen the night before

Lifts up her long sleeve
reveals a miserable life
it tells of all her heart
of how shes living with her knife

Hears someone coming
gently closes her eyes
mom walks in and yells
asks her why she lied

Lied of what she says
" the cuts you stupid girl"
she looks at momma puzzled
and then falls to the floor

Her head inside is spinning
and she sees this bright white light
wakes up in the hospital
they say she messed up life

Then two hours later
shes sitting in this room
walls are gray and pale
black bars surround the room

She now knows where she is
shes in a mental place
she feels so hurt and angry
as tears stream down her face

A doctor them comes in
and wipes away the tears
says its not that bad
shes been working here for years

The girl lightly replies
that she did nothing wrong
her knife just had this rhythm
called the suicide song