I'm not sure what to write because my emotions flicker like a broken light. When the light is on I see positively and think about you and me and how we can put those three words together to become "we", but when the light is off I feel pain and anger, my mind fills with bad thoughts and a little voice in my head screams DANGER!
I look at you and all I can see is him and everything I don't want to go through. I ask myself time and time again.. " do i go out on a Liam"?
Then the light turns on again and I let myself be free, I put my heart out there, I give you all of me. I know the lights going out soon and bad thoughts will cloud my mind, so if you need me to be straight with you, I can't, my feelings I still search to find.
