I Loved You...You Hurt Me

I loved you and you left my heart broken,
Your former love as it's tainted token.
But now I'm stuck with memories of your kiss...
I wasn't prepared for it to end up like this.

Time has separated now and the day
That you bruised my heart, stole my love away...
The real person inside, who I once knew,
The beautiful one whose touch sent me to the moon...

It's him for whom my heart still aches,
Not the hollow you, the cut-out, the fake,
The emotionless one, who made me cry,
Who gave no sign of his own tears to dry.

He is the cruel stranger that broke my heart,
So that every thought still tears me apart..
Now the memories connected with us
Send tendrils of pain that hurt to the touch.

These cords of ache intertwined with the bruised
Scars on my heart, from the times I was used,
Cause me fresh pain whenever I see you,
And remember what was real, who I once knew...

I loved you, and yet you still left me crushed..
Maybe I just shouldn't have cared so much.
But still I'm stuck with memories of your kiss...
And in my heart I know that it's you who I miss.

this is from back when i still hurt from your mistakes...now i hurt from mine too.