My Suffication

I'm not sure what to do,
I hurt so much inside,
I'm sorry that this happened,
I wish i could make it right.

Every minute without you,
I die a little more,
No matter what I do,
Ill always know i lost it all when i lost you.

I'm sorry I'm not good enough,
I just cant seem to fake this lie,
I feel so broken now,
Slowly breaking down ready to die.

Theres nothing to keep me here,
But a single promise to you,
Does it really matter now?
Does it matter what i do?

I cant fake this smile,
The tears they seem to pour,
I'm sorry i cant hold on,
Sliding down the wall sitting on the floor.

Screaming out my anger,
Crying out my pain,
Suffocating as i breathe,
Never shall i feel again...

Giving in to every feeling,
Of pain, anger and confusion,
Please tell me what to do,
Save me from this illusion.

This slow suffocation,
Will not take me away,
It will make me suffer,
As long as i live day after day