I did it again,
i cut today,
while at work,
and i felt pain.
its been a while since my last,
i was really hoping it was in my past,
i felt the knife in my hand yet was not bothered,
until my colleague point out my blood
like a raw steak i was dripping,
i looked as my blood went everywhere,
i had to think about covering my wound,
where in the kitchen my hand looks like food
i carried on without a care
serving my friends who were there
they did not notice
so they did not care
but i tell 1 friend when i get home
that I'm feeling down and all alone
she wants me to talk but i don't know how
i don't know how to talk when I've always been alone
i should talk to people
the people who care
but will i loose them
if they do not know
some I'll loose but I'll be fine
cause people will known my secrets
the people who care
will always be there
