Open my eyes and close my heart?and for me that would be smart?How the hell can you say I don't understand.I've been hurt before,i've tried talking to you,but you don't understand what I'm saying to you!So f--- it all.I don't care anymore.Don't talk to me unless you can do it without screaming at me for once.All I try to do is help and tell you I care but you don't see that,you only see someone who can't pull you out of the hole you've put yourself in,i've tried,but all I get is f--- you.You call yourself my friend?It doesn't even seem like you care about me.I try to talk to you about my feelings and what i'm going through and all you do is say the same thing over and over again,then switch back to you.I'm tired of trying to help you if you shove me away.I can't deal with it anymore.All the stress your suffering has somehow pawned itself onto me cuz all you do is make me feel like sh--.I'm sorry if i'm not perfect,I try to help you as much as I can.I focus on your problems more anymore that I don't know how I feel about anyone or anything at all!Not about Zac,people I like,or anything cuz i'm too wound up trying to help you!So you know what?don't expect me to help you if this is how you treat me,like sh--.I love you like a sister,and always will,but you don't seem to think that's important,just as long as you make me feel worthless.Goodbye,and only talk to me if you think you can do it without yelling or cussing me out.And sorry "this isn't meant to be mean"but so what if it seems that way!!

I liked it, even though I cant really figure out the situation, maybe its personal?