Someday

Some days

Some days I just sit and wonder
Wonder why everything happens
And why everything is so hard

Everything can be meaningful
Or just utterly meaningless
Reasons why they just are

Or the bigger reason
Why it ever happened
How you just vanished

It seems like no one remembers
Your lively smile
And comforting hugs

I know they do
I know they're there.
But its never talked about

Never mentioned
Like it never happened
Like you didn't even exist

Everything happens for a reason
Yeah that easy to say
When you're not the one hurting

Hurting and missing
Your lovely face
And the life we once knew

Our friend who's no longer here
Still I remember your voice
Like we just talked today

I just wonder
How it would be
If you would have never left

If that night never happened
If you never died
And we were all together

I miss you
I guess that's what I'm getting at
And I want you to know I remember

Your face
Your Smile
And most of all just how great of a person you were

Almost your birthday kid
And your not here physically
to celebrate it with us

But babe please look down
Smiling at us
Protecting us

Because I know your there
To watch over
To make sure something bad doesn't happen twice

The worst thing
Happened to the greatest person
You love, one of my best friends.

I miss you DPB
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Someday all of us will be there all of us will be there and i look forward to the morning i see your face once again