Feeling Confused

A feeling of,

Love.
Hate.
Confusion.
Denial.

In a way,
I don’t know what I think.

Heart broken,
Hating this.
Muddled and,
Now I regret it.

Everything that I,

Said.
Did
Chose.
Thought.

Everything is a regret now.
Everything I felt wasn’t a feeling.
Everything I was is wrong.
Everything I did for me was a disgrace.