Shes got red hair and hand me downs, shes got knee high socks and wears a frown she tired of no one Being there shes tired of feeling like no one cares.
so she dyes her hair and puts on low cut jeans, high heal sandals are now her theme, and she finally starts to feel like a queen.
she in the Crowd and party's at night, and everything looks good in sight
Until initiation rolls around, and shes push hard onto the ground, shes raped until blood is everywhere, and all people do is sit and stare.
4 months later and shes gained some weight but the doctor tells her its just to late.
so she picks up a pen and wrights a letter that says "mommy I know I could have been better, sorry I had to wright this letter, I'll love you always and forever"
she takes the knife up to her wrist and prays that it will just be quick thinking that life has got to go but now shes thinking I just don't know
her mom comes in and takes the knife holds her baby all through the night sitting up till morning light
5 months later and its a baby girl, shes got a collage degree and owns her world, no one can tell her who she is, shes figured it out and that is it
her baby grows up and her mama dyes, she sitting on the edge of her baby bed she tells her girl "your my world, and I love you with all my heart, time is precious and I want you to have a head start, your life is yours and belongs to no one else, be who you are and save yourself, trust your heart and you'll find peace, love who you are and you'll be free"
when her baby was 24 her mama died in all gods glor, now shes site by her daughters bed telling her the same thing her mama said "be yourself you crazy girl, and you shall rule your little world"
**stupidest thing ever i know but meh i decided I wanted to ramble**
