Hurts

I lay here in my bed
waiting for your call
time passes so slowly
as I'm staring at the wall

thoughts keep running through my mind
and i cant help but cry
i start to think of everything
was it all just a lie

the everyday calls
from morning till night
the i love yous, miss yous
want yous.. no fights

who was i kidding
why couldn't i see
i was so blinded
you didn't want me

you needed something
to call your own
something to have
so u weren't alone

i guess I'm the fool
cause i feel for u hard
i let you break in
as i let down my guard

now i sit here alone
feeling numb once again
sitting in silence
is this how it ends

questions run through my mind
as I'm thinking of you
and yet no answers
so what am i to do

ill lay down my head
and try to fall asleep
hoping that tomorrow
the pains not so deep