Her Eyes

She tears in innocence
catches the falling tears wit her tongue
a desperate plee for saving
shaking ..... rocking rhythmically
in tune with her screams inside...
i knew of her secrets once before..
knew how she brought her lips and teeth to play near his skin .... breathing hard rushed breaths ... folding her hands over her heart... holding him back ..letting him know she failed him somehow
caught his eyes at a sideways glance.. saw the anguish .. the pity..... blew him a kiss and ran to keep all sanity... twisted a knife deep within her back to remember how red her thoughts became ..... crammed her fragile frame beneath branches to hide from her shame ....
dark angels shadowed ....
their scowls blood thirsty..... eyes full with hunger.....
just above her spewing down like acid rain.... she had to run again... find a place to rest... a place to leave her heart while she slept ... cant bare these angered emotions filling her entirely.. she begs to not remember .. she twists the knife out of her skin... gushing plastic shards ... a paper heart fell to the ground in front of her... she opened up the creases and fell to her knees.. her heart was resting neatly inside wit a note ..... I O U ...spelled in crook-ed lines colored with black ink..... then it all made sense ... she couldn\'t breathe... her air supply running desperately short.... she looked at the paper once more and passed out lying among the dirty floor ..... fingers clenched ...hair tangled.. blue lips decorating her pale face..... but it was her eyes that left a staying image in my mind ... they were lost .... hurt... sadistic.. angered.. betrayed.. hopeless.. they looked alot like mine once ago ... when i was in his presence..