Its way to late

Alone and scared is how she feels
hurt and hateful is what she feels
she doesn’t understand
all that has happened in her life
as she looks down at her body
bruised and broken
in her heart but also in her mind
after years of abuse
physically and mentally
her father has inflicted upon her
his years of constant drinking
her years of constant crying
she sits alone softly crying
secretly wishing someone would hear
and come to rescue her
this is it she cant take any more
tonight her nightmare will end for good
she sits on the bathroom floor
not moving in case he hears
as she knows what will happen if he does
she is still crying
as she write the letter of explanation
of the last 6 years
she grabs the razor, and breaks it
she takes the shinny silver blade
puts it to her bruised purple arm
she takes one last look around
before pulling the shinny blade in all directions
7,8,9,1,0,11,12, she carries on
again and again
until she falls, watching the crimson flow
from all the fresh cuts
the bathroom seems to fade,
fade into a dark abyss
she knows its over now
she smiles for the first time in years
as we look back
we see her dad by her graveside
watching him talking tears fall
we hear the words
"baby I’m sorry i know i was wrong
i love you and wish to have you back
i know its to late"
he falls to the ground
and breaks down
as he says goodbye to his little girl
who he had taken advantage of for so many years
this is how this story ends.