What I want

I want to be the wild child
I want to be the freak
I want to be the weirdo
I want to just be me

I want you to watch me
I want you to feel my pain
I want you to cry over it
and want me back again

I want to have a happy family
I want a happy home
I want to find someone to love
I don't want to be alone

I want to find the freedom
I want to commit sin
I want to play a dangerous game
And I want to win

I want to try the needle
I want to hit the vein
I want to be so out of it
that I no longer feel the pain

I want to have a pale face
I want to have dark eyes
I want you to look into them
and see through my disguise

I don't want to be the happy girl
with a smile upon her face
I want to be whatever you want
that noone can ever replace