At times im mad...

At times i get mad but its not his fault. i made him feel bad because he had to go. i said dont worry its not like i havent gotten used to it.
i feel really bad for hurting him.but its just i love him so much and i cant be with him.i blamed him for my selfishness

freddie if u read this i want u 2 know im sorry and i love u. ur the only one that inspires me to write even if it isnt good u tell me it is to make me feel better and i know i messed up i didnt mean 2 hurt u