She'll Always Be A Cutter

I look into the mirror
And all I see
Is a fading impression of the girl I used to be
Every day I wake up
And put on a mask
To hide my pain from the world
No one knows how I feel
Or of all the things that I fear
A silent tear falls down my cheek
I quickly brush it away
Because no one must ever know
How I truly feel
I cover up the scars
No one ever asks
And when they do I simply lie
And then when no one is looking I begin to cry
Every day it's the same routine
I go to school, smile, and pretend
Then I come home and I'm finally alone
I'm finally able to take away the stress
Each cut tells a story
A story of a depressed girl
A girl with no father
And an alcoholic for a mother
And for that she'll always be a cutter