Tears tasted

So many days wasted
Too many tears tasted
How do i get away
From all of the pain?
Theres no way out
Nowhere to go about
Where do i go to feel
Something that is real?
Because nothing seems right
No more will in me to fight
This urge to die,
Not even knowing why
My sorrow and my pain
when will it go away?
Dont know my purpose in life
Why wont i just die?
How does the pain go away?
No more words to express myself
And i still remain the same.