Unforgetable Touches

I was so young,
I had absolutely no idea,
Just me and you standing there,
You touched me,
I had no idea what you were doing,
You wouldn't;t stop as you continued to touch,
So young with no feelings,
No clue on what was happening,
If only I knew,
I would have stopped what you were doing,
If only I knew,
That would have been the last time you touched me,
If only I knew,
I would have told my mom the whole truth,
Sitting on my bed crying,
Pleading to my mom that, that was the first time you had touched me,
I still can't tell her,
I hide what you done to me,
Practically crying myself to sleep,
Wondering, why me?
Out of all people why did you do, what you did to me,
If only I knew,
Then I wouldn't feel so disgusting.