Sufferin Silently

This is about someone who i thought was a friend but now i have found out shes not so here gose

He sits here wandering why she hurt him
Wandering why she lied to him
Why she stabbed him in the back
Why there friendship wasnt as good as theirs

She told him the secrets that they shred shed never tell
The secret that she held is hers to hide
She wouldnt tell a person even if it meant her life
Shed hold it to her death

She lied she stabbed him in the back
She told the secrets she said shed never tell
She broke the friend ship that they once held
She lied to him

He took her word for it
He thought he could trust her
He told her his empty desires
The truths of the empty lies

He told her all there was to tell
He spilt his life into her
He lied to all of his other friends just to trust her
he thought she loved him as a friend

Now the trust that he had is gone
All he has left is himself to hold
The other people are there
But the trust is gone from him to them

He sits in his chair wanting to die
Wanting to kill the life he calls his
He sits there and wonders if the life he leads is his
or if there is another one out there for him

He wonders if the people he loves will miss him
He wonders if they will care
He cuts his arm slowly
Hiding the pain away in his scars

His life seems to fly away
as the blood rushes from his skin
the screams are locked in their death
he no longer cries as he finally dies