I Need You

I need help
i cant get by
when i think of you
i want to cry.
i miss you
i need you
just one more day
i wish all this chaos would just go away.
I'm lonely I'm sad
i make myself mad
dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
i think of you and cry
and sometimes i want to die.
you and me could be happy
if only you could see.
but if u want her a lot
ill float away and rot.
i didn't mean for you to get mad
I'm just really super sad.
i wish u could see
how depressed you make me.
somewhere inside you those feelings are there
sometimes these feelings i cannot bear
and this mask i cannot wear.
i may seem desperate and maybe i am
take a bullet to my head and BAM
maybe I'm insane
for playing this game
but i really don't care
because you're sometimes there.
inside and out
I'm filled with doubt.
i wonder what life would be
with just you and me.
i'd die for you, cry for you
take a freaking bullet for you!
I'm not impressing you and if i am
i bet you really don't give a crap.
one more hit
and I'm sick of this shit.
these feelings are unbearable and i cant take it
ill take a knife to my wrists and slit.
tonight this blood spills
the wrists the knife kills
i try to get this pain
out of my brain
i feel like I'm blind
when you're acting kind
i feel like I'm not good enough for guys
and when i get one they go and lie.
i hope you understand
what kinda of girl i am
I'm not worth a buck
and now i don't give a CRAP!