A first and last to everything.

Be my captivated w h or e
be my first kiss, and my last
be my miscarriage and abortion
be my tragic forgotten past
the last to hold my hand
the first to hold me tight
from the second that I see you
and the moment I say goodnight.
the first to slit my wrists for me
and the last to kiss the tears away
be my abusive little boyfriend
that hits me everyday
help infect the scars
be the one to disfigure my mind
be the devastation on my lips
do the damage to get fined
be my everlasting agony
be the blood stains on my covers
be the one who eff\'s me over
replace my twisted mental lovers
be mine
be the only one
be mine
to make these scars come undone.