I shouldent let ou go

I cant believe I was so stupid,
I cant believe your gone.
You wont believe the tears I cried,
You wont believe the truth.

I hope you could forgive me,
I was a little girl.
i did not know how I felt,
I was scared and ran away.

But in my heart of hearts I know,
this was for the best.
If I where not put thrue all that pain,
I would not know what love is.