Sitting here, mouth closed tight
I open my eyes and I try to scream with all my might
The world is revolving fast
All I can do is sit here, wondering how long I'll last
It seems like my soul is slowly rotting away
My sorrow i can no longer contain
It seems like nothing I do is enough
I continuously shrink away from loves touch
All I feel is cold and dead inside
Death has completely invaded my mind
My laughter has continued to cease
I plead to no god as I slowly fall to my knees
Staggering around this world that I once thought bright
But now this world is as black as night
I once knew the fiery desire of love
Now all I feel is cold distant hate, my heart is done
I'm in this dilemma with no way out
Again and again I try to scream and shout
I lay in my bed and stare at the ceiling
I have a strange hollow feeling
That everything is not what it seems