What's the point

Is there something i missed?
is there something here i can not see?
is there something i don't know?
is there something wrong with me?

when did everyone begin to walk on?
when was i cast out of the crowd?
when did they become deft to me
when i cry for them so loud?

why has life turned away from me?
why has everyone turned they're eyes?
why am i getting these dirty looks?
why must i listen to all these lies?

what is going on here?
what's i do so bad that no one will explain?
what must be done to makeup for
what i have done to cause this pain?

must i cry out my soul in favor to you?
must i be you're slave and do as you tell me to?
must i take out my weak heart and let you rip it in two?
what must i do that i have not already done?

is everything i do just wrong in your eyes?
is everything i say just heard as lies?

i swear i am honest
i swear i am trying my best
i swear i am not trying to make you angry
i swear i just want you to be happy

I'm sorry it's my fault
they must know
but they won't tell me
they just tell me to go

I'd say I'm sorry to you a million times
I'd give you everything that is mine
but these words mean nothing to you
not a single line

so what's the point
of all this?
at least i know that one
there is no point or purpose for me
never has been
never will be