YOU

I saw you in the hall today and started to say hi,
But then I remembered that you weren't mine anymore.

I dreamed about you last night and started to call you and tell you about it,
But then I remembered that you didn't care anymore.

I wanted things to be as they were,
When you looked at me with love instead of contempt,
But then I realized we could never go back.

I needed to block you out,
But every night I still cried myself to sleep.

I tried to live without you,
But then I realized that death is the only way out.

In desperation I grabbed the blade and started cutting
Deeper and deeper,
But then I realized you weren't worth it.

I struggled to stop the bleeding,
But by then it was to late and my eyes closed forever.

I know its not the best but please tell me what you think, and suggestions would be great.,
thanks,
April