by Timid~Tears Jan 12, 2006
category :
Life, society /
faith, religion
Falling down, further and further away. please creat a hole for me to climb into. let me hide, until all of this passes through. i dont want to be here, i am sick of all these lies. i am a girl on the verge of all that i have been against. i am severely close to an emotional break down, all i do is is cry. i need to get out, away, just leave this place. we are all feeling the same, we are all just playing a game. going along with the drama of our teenage lives. twisting and turning, we are tangled and torn. i am keeping occupied. dont wanna hear you mourn. complaints and pity are flooding my life. when did it all become like this? why am i missing out? finding things are harder than they look. finding out i dont wanna know what like is about. dont inform me, just corrupt me. make me blend with all your sin. bitter my soul, then make me whole. setting an example, what are we fighting for? generation to generation of fallen people. forgotten and left undefined. that is what we are moving toward. more to come, shall i be one? remind me once again, get to the core. i just dont know anymore, what are we fighting for? i need the taste of an addiction so sweet. stop trying to search, just cut into the flow. dont act like you understand. what do you know? evil intentions plant the smirk on their face. wipe away the blood, and hide the evidence. put on a smile to drown out your depressuon. cry out and bleed on, what are we fighting for? i stare at the cracks in the wall, i try to disappear. we are representing, we are making the call. why are we still here? i need to get a grip, need to step back into reality. there is no use for my stupid fantasies. things are getting worse, but dont you give up. all of us need your reassurance to get us through the day. what would happen if you stopped trying? what would happen if you didnt care? we need to put away our pride, to press on and challenge our faith. minds have been warped, morals have been struck down. and what excuse do we choose? who do we follow? zone into another state of mind, and leave your troubles all behind. save some souls, change some lives, thats what we are fighting for. |
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