Give up?

My life is a living hell,
I dont know what to do.
I wish it would end right now,
I wish that I were threw.

I just cant take life any more,
Its such a pain in the ass.
I see the blood drip off my wrists,
But I want to cut deeper, fast!

People say that I'm crazy,
What the hell do I care?
Its my life...LEAVE ME ALONE,
You were never there.

So now I sit here alone in my room,
Would anyone really miss me?
But then I think again about all the times,
When "friends" said they loved me.

Are they lying? Or is it the truth?
I guess i'll never know.
I've made up my mind right now....
I'm going to let go.