The first time we met
I knew how you were
So I held myself
But you kept bothering me to hang out
I really didn’t want to
But I didn’t want to miss out
So we hung out just as friends
You were being so sweet
From the beginning to end
But I held myself back
Because I knew how you were
We started talking on the phone
You were so funny
You made it seem like you were always home
Because you wanted to talk to me
You said you liked me
But I promised myself I wouldn’t like you
Because I knew how you were
But when we hung out
I started to get used to you
And mixed emotions were coming through
I saw you in the hallway kissing another girl
And for some reason I got jealous
Because you wanted me to be yours
I knew what was happening
I was starting to like you
But I had to hold myself back before it happened
Because I knew what you wanted to do
You kept begging me to kiss you
And I really didn’t want to
But you made me feel special in a weird way
Even though I turned you down a million times
I thought it wouldn’t hurt if we kissed this one time
So we kissed
And I ended up realizing we should just be friends
The kiss reminded me
That you were just pretend
But you told me you were hurt
And you really liked me
And you want me to be yours
I felt really bad so we hung out again
You kept begging me to go out with you
I told you I didn’t see you like that over again
But deep down inside I started to like you
I couldn’t tell you because you’d want something deeper
So I held myself back
Because I knew how you were
But slowly I was falling in your trap
You said you wanted to do more
And I got really mad
“So that’s all you wanted me for”
But you said you really liked me
And you thought it was time
But you respected my decision
And said “I really want you to be mine”
One day we were alone
And you made a move on me
That day at your home
You took my virginity
I don’t know how it happened
But it happened really fast
You said you were glad it happened
Because you wanted us to last
I regretted it so much
Because I didn’t even see you like that
You said I was way more than a crush
And you’d never do me like that
I got really attached
Making me really mad
I was now in your trap
I started to believe everything you said
Saying, “he’s telling the truth”
In the back of my head
I ended up liking you a lot
Slowly falling for you
But one day I saw you in the parking lot
Saying to a girl, “I love you too”
Of course I was upset
And I started to yell
But you told me not to fret
Because you loved me as well
I believed what you said
Not caring how you were
I was so attached to you
But the tables started to turn
We were now going out
As I grew closer everyday
The way it turns out
You got further everyday
I started feeling crazy
Because I was so obsessed
You called every other girl baby
But said I was the best
I always took you back
No matter what you did
But you started turning your back
The closer I would get
I would follow you
Everywhere you’d go
Your friends made fun of you
And called me psycho
I knew what had happened
I fell in love
This is exactly what you wanted to happen
But you didn’t give a f*ck
I was in love with you
And you didn’t care
Every time I was with you
You didn’t even care
In the beginning I didn’t even like you
But you tempted and convinced until I do
Now I’m obsessed over you
And you got me right where you want me to be
Me loving you
And you just being free
I should have never fallen in your stupid trap
I should have kept my promise
And held myself back
