I thought that I loved you,
I thought that it was right.
I thought that I would feel good,
About making love to you tonight...
Slowly after we finished,
I felt ashamed and betrayed.
Maybe this decision,
Was the wrong one to make.
What if you were only in it,
For the action, not the love.
What if I just gave myself to you,
And you thought that it was just a good F**k.
How could I know you meant it,
When you said "you're my only one."
I've always fell for the lies,
I just wanted to be loved.
Maybe I thought,
That you'd stay by my side.
If I gave you my love,
So I didn't have to run and hide.
I'm scared of what the pregnancy test will say,
I'm scared of the results.
What if it says "positive,"
My parents will blame it all on him,
Making it his fault.
* As I hope you all know, this is NOT about me... I just made it up, it just came to my head!
