All I Didn't Want

Words said out of anger
Reach deep into my heart
Crushing all I've loved
And tearing me apart

One persons cry for help
Has now become my pain
All I've ever feard
Has found me once again

All I ever hoped for
Has become a distant fantasy
A love that lasts forever
Is so far from reality

Inside my soul is empty
My heart has broke in two
All I ever hoped for
I lost when I lost you

So many memories parished
in the fire that you set
So much built up anger
I wish I could forget

Letting go of all I've loved
for a future of unknown
giving up and moving on
just to make it on my own

All I've ever dreaded
is here before my eyes
Crushing me forever
but you'll never realize