Unhappy

I'm not sure how I feel anymore
My feelings have been flipped upside down
Now the smile I once wore on my face
Is nothing but a frown

We have a baby on the way
We're expecting a little girl in June
But sometimes I sit and think
We did everything too soon

You tell me that you love me
But I can't help but be filled with doubt
Black eyes and all the bruises
Just what the hell is that about

You tell me that you're sorry
But sometimes I make you mad
Well how do you think you make me feel
I'm always feeling bad

I wish there was some trust
But that's so far in the past
I should've already known
That this relationship won't last

I guess I'm still hanging on
And I'm really not sure why
Because everytime I turn around
I'm being made to cry

You don't hold me like you used to
You don't even kiss me the same way
But still you say you love me
Let's make it through another day

But that's not what I want
Living day to day
Hoping that we make it
Somewhere along the way

Baby, I'm not sure if I love you
Because things just aren't the same
But I'm too afraid to leave you
That's too big of a change

So, for now I sit here thinking
About, how unhappy I really am
I want to get up and leave
I wanna take a stand