Fate

I lye awake and think
of how you broke my heart
you shattered and torn it apart.

I lye awake and think
of your beautiful face.
and how your kind eyes
made me feel all warm inside.

You were my life,
my one truly love.
but you torn my heart out
how will i trust again.

I lye awake and cry
as my tears roll down my face
I wonder if heavens a happy place.
and slowly grab the knife.

My mind is saying he's not worth it,
but my heart can't take the pain
I gentle slide it across my wrest
and my eyes become heave.

My heart beat gets weaker
and then I cry out NO
but to weak to shout out loud
I finally just go.

I ask God what have I done.
I was only 16 and he was just a boy.

I stand over my lifeless body
as the tears roll down my face.
my mother by my side
saying 'baby please don't die!'

I try to hug her but she can not feel my touch.
How could I have been so dumb
to do this to the ones i loved.

On my tomb stone they write
"A beautiful angel taken by the fate of Love."