Don't tell me i can do better,
you think i don't know
tears are pouring down my cheeks
my shirt is getting wetter
you say i don't meet to your expectations
my brothers and sisters are in ivy leagues
I'm barely getting by
i know what you mean to say I'm a disgrace to our relations.
You cant tell what i think the things i mean to say
you just keep yelling
words whipping around, I'm lost in thought
my boyfriend left me today
he was my only friend pulled me thru the rough
he was my front
the one who could tell me not to care
who told me to stay tough.
now i leave just up and run
i cant see I'm in my room
tears a blinding flash
wouldn't this be fun.
I'm screaming my life cant get worse
i write a note tell them its all their fault
i fall asleep
imagining myself in a hearse
i wake up and put the gun against my head
think of the peaceful hearse
reminding myself its what i want
pull the trigger now I'm dead.
