Hidden by a fake self

by Izabella   Jan 12, 2006


I have just realized how fake i am
people say I'm beautiful... I'm not
I'm "popular"
hidden by a fake self

i am a blond
i have friends
i only care about me
Hidden by a fake self

I cry myself to sleep
i have suicidal thoughts
i feel like s h i t
this was my true self

i fake a smile everyday
i pretend to be a b i t c h
I'm really not
hidden by a fake self

~this is my mood of the day... hidden,being forced to be something I'm not, i have to stop it now,i will~

~my hair is now my natural brown and I'm a nerd again, i feel better about myself and i have real friends, not fakes~

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  • 18 years ago

    by LostSoul

    This is a sad topic. And I have to say I am disapointed in you for lying to yourself.

    But I don't know all the details, so I don't really have the right to critisize.

    Anyways, this poem is very good. But it is so sad, the only thing that I dislike is that you did not capitalize the word "I" and also, your curse words, I know they have spaces, so what they were allowed to be published? Some little kid who reads it will still be ablte to read it, it's not like they don't know what a space is.

    Anyways, 5/5. Keep up the good work

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